Why does it all have to be so Difficult!!!!

I just cannot stand it! There is so much crap I have to deal with. Women, and school, and now a Surgery! And also my Mom is on to me about joining the marines. I am not even sure I want to join the marines. Even less certain than that is the possibility for me to even try. I am going to undergo surgery and then try to promptly go through OCS. Life is ridiculous! And this morning, I just learned that they are doing my surgery a week later than I wanted, so now I can't come home for about a week! AHHHHHH! I am just so frustrated with everything. Nothing is easy, everything is so freaking hard. I feel like there is pretty much no one in my corner, and I am facing a much larger opponent.
Furthermore my room is like 2 degrees, for some reason my room is always the hottest and coldest in my house. A cold front came in the morning and I could see my breath when I woke up!
I hate this shit!